Indecision

Direction is all about perception. The pits of hell can be considered a step up. A heaven of someone else's creation can be a step in the wrong direction. Whatever is in your heart is where you should head. Love as a loss, pain as a compass. True north is not only found on a map, if that's where your happiness can be found. Pain is the cost of living, it is not lasting, it is currency that can be repaid in full. No life debt will form from taking chances, risks, and heartache. A ticking clock counts the pain away. Maturity defeats insecurity, and knowledge can fill the gap. You're not dead yet. You're alive, now start acting like it.